Still Fish

His little fish swim in the bare pit pool

Of my belly button

Hoping to sip fresh air

They go still

Dying a quick death 

Asphyxiating into sticky cold

Like his Rottweilers drool

Still 

I want to dive in

And sink to the depths

Sit in the family I could have had

But have-nots learn to never want

For nothing more 

than a damp rag, a wipe, and a kiss

on the forehead

Coyote cackles truncate sounds

of SZA on the bluetooth speaker

I bought him for Christmas

Breath falls out

One of the coyotes trots up

Tongue loose and toothy grin

Asking to take a hit

We smoke up, it speaks 

ancient Stories 

silly tricks and stolen goods

Until the Rotty barks

And all that’s left is broken air